Changes 2

Circular thoughts like a dog biting it’s own tail
What breaks the sado- masochistic cycle?
(Assuming a circle can be broken stretched and recreated into a line with an end)
The true desire and willingness for change

Change is frightening
It’s new
I have no experience with it

What is frightening is my refusal to shed childish thinking.
What other universal truth exists but that
Change is constant

Yes! Change with a Capital or common c.
I have already changed without being consciously aware
My root complaint must then be that I am cowardly
And live in fear of the change that I should be

The comfort of the same or the exhilaration of the future?
Bearing in mind change is already unfolding
Without me
How does it end?


Mummy Mel Feb 2007